ups and down in my birthday party

today is my birthday party, a lot of surprising events. I'm so glad this day. but, Sadly he was not there beside me: (I really miss him! I did not know he knew or not that today is my birthday. I really hope he gives me a happy birthday greeting. very very wish. but I knew it would not be happening. it's just my dreams. if that happens, I will be very, very thankful to god! really!

my favorite song part VI

ada saat mengakui

kesalahan yang ku buat

ada saat ku mengerti

setelah ku kehilangan

senyummu air matamu

setiamu dulu ku hancurkan

baru aku tahu sakit itu apa

setelah kau bukan milikku

baru aku tahu cinta itu apa

setelah kau hapus cintaku

yang dulu dalam hatimu

kini saat tuk belajar

menghargai yang ku punya